You're always lighting up my heart with the things you do and say… I feel so happy just being with you this way… You will always be the love of my life… and please never give up… always have faith in yourself and you will gain the greatest gift of all… the gift of hope and love you righteously deserve… Every time I think of you my heart misses a beat… Every time I think of you… You take my breath away… You're my theme or a dream… Every moment we share together we grow closer…
I'm simply hanging by a moment… waiting to see you again so you can hold me so tight that all else fades… I thought after I left you would fade away from my mind… but still… everyday I wake up dreaming of our time (just gazing you from afar)…. I will never forget you… I just have to tell you… share with you that sacred part of my inner secret life… the thoughts I think that everyone has but does not always say… I know that sometimes pride gets in the way of expressing emotions… I believe that is the cause of my reticence in telling you how I feel sometimes… that and the fact that passion in an extreme state can be scary… you almost just want to shut it away for fear that it will eventually destroy you… I think of my feelings… my love for you not with craving or with hope or even desire… but just with a kind of wonder that such things could be…
At this time in both of our lives… we are surrounded by possibilities of choice… open doors and wide horizons… which I know may come between us… But I also know and hope that they could eventually bring us together… with both of us being better people for the time we spent apart… And so for now I function between maybe and maybe not… It's a strange mixture of love and sex and sorrow and hope and longing and faith. And even though you are far away, you're all that I can see, I carry you with me through all my life and I miss you more than I can say. I love you no less than if you were right here now.
I love you with all that I am… all that I was and all that I will ever be… Please know that my love and I are inseparable and I would want it no other way and if time could express my love for you then its forever and a day… I can't wait to be with you… the day when I can feel your arms around me… see your smile… look in your eyes… feel your sweet touch… hear your perfect words and kiss your perfect lips…. The way I feel about you some people call crazy… some call it insane… but I call it TRUE LOVE….
